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Well, I've been sticking to my plan to fast once a week and restrict to below 300 the rest of the time. I fasted yesterday, and today, have eaten only 127 cals, and burned 150 dancing just now. And I'm down 5 lbs.
Yet, I'm still not happy with that number. It's not what I need to it be.
I honestly don't think I'll ever reach a good enough weight... *sigh*

Shortestevertgm = 149 by Saturday
CW= 151.6

I just pray I'm thin by Thanksgiving.
Atleast I know have someone to motivate me to get that way. (: <3

Today was interesting. I gave my friend a dollar for a snack and she came back with an ice cream. D= I told her to stop teasing me, so she hugged me and left. My OTHER friend told me I was too young for a "diet" when I told her I didn't eat ice cream. Then she told me we were going to be on same lunch wave, and asked what we were having. I told her I don't know, as I don't eat lunch. She then precedes  to scream out:
"What, you don't eat?"

Nice. Really nice.

Shitty day. I ended up eating lunch anyways. Fuckity. It was broccoli with cheese and stuffed bell pepper. Fuck, I am staying my fat ass outside from now on.

Well, shit. I have no clue whether to be happy or sad. I just let all self control go out the window after the 15th, because of a raod trip up to Auburn to see family, and am just now getting back on track. Good note is that all of my family praised on how skinny I was now and my aunt thought I was detoxing. =]] Though I've gained 5, yes 5 pounds, it still made me feel happy. All the more reason why I am going to fast this week and get back to dancing for 2 hours+ a day.

Think thin lovelies. <3
STGW - 125 (November 2)

Any one who wants to join, my msn is sugarstacker@hotmail.com

Well, so far my restricting seems to be paying off... I dropped nearly 5 pounds since Sunday... just trying to get around 150 by this Saturday. *_* I refuse to let the rest of my family see me so... eurgh. And I've dropped a size, so more fun there... I guess It's just been a really good week for me lately. =] Fasting until Sunday if anyone wants to join. <3

Current Stats as of 5 minutes ago~

CW- 153.3
SSSSSSTGW- 150 <3

Well, got up this morning and stepped on  the scale and found out

I gained 2 pounds.

That's NOT supposed to happen. I stayed under 350 for my total for yesterday... I hope that's just water weight from being on my period that can come off easily from an hour or so of dancing.

Total for today so far:

one rice cake (45)
two bottles of water (0)


And football starts today, so maybe I can burn some screaming and cheering at the TV.

Stay strong. <3

So yeah.. I made a new journal because I didn't want anyone on LJ to find me. =3 This is now officially dubbed my "Thinspo and ED Journal."

Stats are:

HW: 174 (EURGH!)
LW: 114
CW: 157 (D= )
1GW: 125
2GW: 115

Think Thin, lovelies reading this. <3